my gramma has cancer. she will die soon.
people don't like my pak design. whatever. you wanna make suggestions, be my guest. but don't just trash-talk it. that's not cool.
i like being depressed. i hate being depressed. it's a wierd, vicious cycle.
i went down to see jess last night. it was nice seeing her. it always is. :) her sister gave us a new computer. it's not really
new, because it used to be her ex-husband's computer, but it's ours now. i nuked it last night and installed xp (sp1,
not 2, don't install sp2 if you haven't already!), office xp, and frontpage (so i can work from home - the home i'll have next year :). then we watched
don't say a word. i fell asleep in her arms. oh, i am so filled with love, i wish i could kill myself.
it's complicated. but the gist of it is:
immortalizing the moment.
i think it's kind of funny
i think it's kind of sad
that the dreams in which i'm dying
are the best i've ever had